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Thoughts of an Insomniac, Part 2  

darknesswins 46F  
348 posts
3/3/2017 10:14 pm
Thoughts of an Insomniac, Part 2


She asks herself the same things,
as she lays awake in her bed ...
Why am I alone?
Why can't I find my companion?
How come no one wants me?
Are they scared of me?
Am I cursed?
Is this another test?

The thoughts strike her one after the other
Making her spiral down into herself
Those feelings rattling in their cages
The ones she locked away
The ones that weaken her
The ones that can destroy her

We know them well, those feelings
Loneliness, depression, anxiety,
fear, self-hatred, self-doubt ...
The ones that can cripple us
The ones that break us down

She'll stay awake with them
As they run their gambit
Battering down her psyche
Tearing through her very being
Shredding her soul apart

And only when she passes out from exhaustion
Will she find peace in the new day
Their cages are only silent
Until the darkness appears once more

Copyright @ Darknesswins208/2017

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