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stealing second
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Posted:Sep 17, 2019 4:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2019 5:48 am
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I feel stupid. The sweatshirt I wore had shoulder cut outs. He picked me up, we hit a taco truck and went back to his place. I'd been avoiding the in person meet the last three times he'd arranged and this last time I had no excuse. So I went for it. Air Force dude, seemed respectable and chill. PPPTTTFFFF this mother had 2 beers b4 I felt like I should leave. . . . the tacos sucked, he wouldn't keep his hands off me and when he returned to the unpermitted entry of his hands through the cutouts, even a moron could tell it was unwanted contact. FML. Then he kept touching my face. . . . I'm already insecure about my acne and geezus this dude! Thank God the next thing he said was I can take you home whenever your ready, I was sooooo ready. On the drive back He asked if I would go out with his again. A little scared I immediately said yes, then clarified in a public place.
He messaged twice. I was short. There will not be another date.
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Hard Times
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Posted:Sep 10, 2019 7:30 am
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2019 10:19 am
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Lol reminds of the lengthy time frame in which I coudn't seem get a dick hard! I was with ex husband 12years and never had a problem. He would get hard on command unless it was immediately after we just had. . . .then he needed a little time. but never a chore. After the demise of my marriage, drugs presented in life as an adult and I learned how common of an issue a flaccid penis or dopedick was. Some Looser told me once too "your not trying hard enough" I was so offended! LIKE WHAT???? hold the fukn phones ppl!! I have to actively provoke a cock to get to a firm enough state to fuck with?!?!? get the fuk outta here! lol needless to say I didn't fuk with him long.
The hard times I'm referring to right now are more about the sacrifices we make and the grief we subject ourselves to when we come to terms that someone or something in our lives has to change in a big way, or end all together if we are to grow.
Change is so uncomfortable. Familiarity, so hard to let go of . . . . the adjusting of habits is imperative, and accountability can no longer be ignored. Is this growing pains? its giving anxiety and I want to turn back, but then again, no one wants go backwards. . . .
I know which way to go . . . . I just cant seem to move
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