My friend...
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Posted:May 8, 2009 8:19 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 10:27 am
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Last night I had a chat with a very old friend well to be honest a very old lover. She is some where around 20 years older then me so her age would be about 78. She has never been married although several men have tried to marry her. She never wanted to be tied down with just one man. When I met her back in the 60s Oh Gwd I am getting old, she was a bit old for a flower , but fit the bill very well. She was living in a commune in North Jersey and I met her at a party there. To this day I think she felt sorry for the very skinny (Yes I was skinny at one time)geek who had the VW van and seems like a nice guy. She was not my first lover, but she was by far my first teacher. I learned so many things from her about not only sex but life. I guess we have seen each other off and on for the past 40 years now with a get together for lunch at least twice a year. She is now the worlds oldest hippie. Still wears those soft linen dresses although she now wears a bra because she claims if she didn't her boobs would bang on her knees and she always has a flower on her someplace. She is still laid back and just seems to drift along with life. We chatted about my getting out of this house and what it would mean. She agreed that I did need to do it, but cautioned me about the pitfalls of getting old alone. She told me that she now regrets not having someone to share her advanced years with and is very afraid of dieing alone. I can understand her feelings. We chatted for a little while longer then she told me she was thinking of going into an assisted living home. I thought that was a very good idea. I do know a bit about them and she will do okay in one. I know she can't afford one like my Mrs runs, but I also know that there are some good ones that she can afford. I will help her to get into one. It's something I can do for her. Life alone does suck.
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A light
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Posted:May 7, 2009 8:46 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 11:39 am
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I have a lady friend that I have never met that is so special a woman as to make you fall in love with her. She has a real up look on life and even though she has had more then her share of problems, including losing a to a drunk driver, she just shines when you talk to her. I recently found that I will have the chance to meet her at a business conference coming up in the fall. I know we will never get in bed together, our relationship is not sexual although we do chat about sexual things, but I know I will come away from that conference a satisfied and happy person because of her. She could make the world glow with her attitude. 
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Peace at any price
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Posted:May 6, 2009 6:22 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 10:23 am
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Mrs has decided that I needed to grovel before our for embarrassing him at the gas station yesterday. It was all my fault that he did not have the money to pay for his gas. Soooo we had another disagreement over that. She out right told me that I have to do what ever I need to do to keep peace in the house and if that meant apologizing for something I had no control over then I had to apologize. I can't wait to get out of this house. Even the thought of living alone in some tiny small place away from all this crap sounds better then being here.
My one friend who lives in Arizona told me I could move in with him if I really needed to. He is just married and I know I would be a problem for them if I moved in to their place. They just barely have enough room for themselves and their and between the two of them are just making ends meet. It was nice of him to offer though.
Well back to the grind, the brought their overflowing dirty clothes hampers down this morning, all three of them. Guess I better get them done or I won't hear the end of it.
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PLEASE don't stay home again today!!!!!
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Posted:May 5, 2009 9:57 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 11:39 am
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Mrs decided to stay home yesterday. Turned into a huge argument day. She spent the entire weekend putting in online job applications for me. She has put in applications for jobs that I would never in a million years qualify for. She says "You need to put in a lot of applications before you can get any hits". Well I don't want hits on jobs that I can't do or jobs that I have no idea what the heck they even are. So we wound up in a big argument over it. Then last night she sends my older boy out to buy her smokes and beer. This after we had discussed the fact that we had no extra money until this coming Friday. She went out over the weekend and had her hair and nails done. So when the boy went to the gas station he filled up his car and went inside to but her smokes and pay for the gas with my debt card. Well there was not enough left in the account to pay for her smokes and gas, so he was stuck. Mind you he had already stopped and picked up her beer with the card. She called me all pissy because he was stuck at the gas station and it was my fault. I knew I had money in my personal account so I paid the bill with my personal card. But she was pissed because he was embarrassed at the store. So we had major argument number two. I do have to find a full time position and get the hell out of here.
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No Thanks....
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Posted:Apr 29, 2009 8:23 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 10:11 am
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Had a hope today that I was going to finally find that full time job that would allow me to move out. But they sent "We really liked you, but no thanks" note. I am more sure that my age is a factor now then ever. I was totally qualified for the position and had more then 15 years of experience. I know the money was not a factor because in the interviews I had already agreed to the starting wage offered. Oh Well Back to the drawing board.
Had a chat with my lady friend who had the sexual problems before her marriage. She is doing just great. I am happy for her and glad that with the help of some friends we could help her through her problems. They are so happy together I hope it does not end for them.
That is about it for today. Love and Kisses and some very deep Licks to all my friends.
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Those that give... Those that take...
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Posted:Apr 27, 2009 8:09 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 11:39 am
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Well it seems as if the only people I have run into lately only want to take and not give. I guess I am just a dumb fuck when I think that people are like me. I hope that I never become so into my own that I only want for me. I don't have a lot and for my friends I try to give what I can. Once again a lady friend who was down on her luck asked me for help and I helped her at the risk of creating a problem here at home. She never even said thank you, just took and went poof. I don't expect a return such as sex or play or anything else. I do expect someone to at least say thank you. I guess the poof has me more upset then the missing thank you. I thought we were friends, I guess I was wrong.
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Back On
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Posted:Apr 26, 2009 9:44 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 10:09 am
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Well I thought I would turn the profile back on for a while. See what happens. Ya never know.
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Things are looking up
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Posted:Apr 23, 2009 10:38 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 10:10 am
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Well things seen to be looking better then the roof falls in. I was invited so spend a day playing by a lady I have been trying to hook up with for a while. I am not sure if I am what she wants though. She wants rough sex and I am not that kind of lover. I like to take my time and make both of us hot before jumping in. I really like to eat a lady and make her satisfied before I get mine. I do love to eat pussy and this lady has sent me photos of hers. She has a very pretty shaved pussy with a very nice clit that just begs for a tongue. so we shall see what happens if we even meet. As to the roof, well I know I will get myself all psyched up to meet her and if it does not cum off I will be depressed and down for a while. Just like the roof hit me.
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Better
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Posted:Apr 16, 2009 5:16 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 11:39 am
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New Day, Sunny and bright. Was not feeling well last night. All day yesterday really. Was off my meds due to lack of money. 130 just for one pill, total was over 200. Hope today goes better now that I have my pills.
My friend that had the concern, responded to me with a very nice note. She liked what I said to her about alternate ways to finish a blow job. I do think she has too many "Friends" though. She is having sex regularly and always tells me how the encounters went. It's nice information, but not when I have gone so long I don't remember what a pussy looks like.
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A disturbing note from a friend
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Posted:Apr 15, 2009 8:08 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 11:39 am
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I recently received a note from a friend that bothered me. She and I have been friends for a long time. I had written her a rather long erotic story and she did enjoy it. I responded to her saying that it had been a long while since we had played and that I was in need of a blow job very much. Her response to me bothered me. She was really putting herself down. Now I will say that she has never given me a blow job, but her self-depreciating comments were disturbing to me. She seemed sort of depressed and I well know we all get that way. I was so far down the last couple of weeks that I could have looked up and not seen light anywhere. But her comment about her not being good at sucking cock and that she did not want cum in her mouth and the way she seemed to word it just did not sit right. So I wrote her back an told her what my feelings were, including what I felt was a good alternative to someone cumming in her mouth. We shall see what her response is.
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Bad Week and Even Worse Weekend
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Posted:Apr 11, 2009 6:53 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 11:39 am
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It's only Saturday morning and already I am feeling so damn depressed. I know what the cause of it is. All week long I have been trying to get a Blow Job. Yes I know a BJ is very one sided. Mrs. does not let me eat her and i just don't know why but I just can't seem to get a good enough hardon with her to fuck. I know I can get a good one, just not with her. To make matters worse a week ago I traveled to a friends house, a two hour drive in the hope that she would give me one. She had told me she owed me one because I had gotten her off by eating her about three years ago. We only get together once in a while and we had not seen each other this time for more then a year and a half. We had a nice visit and when we went back to her house she told me she did not feel like playing. I was cool, I said OK no problem. We visited for a couple of hours more then I left. I was very disappointed, I did not let her see or know it, but I was. Since then I have just been in a frustrated rut. I wish I knew what to do or who to see. Mrs. is no good she is in her own world and fantasy world and thinks every thing is wonderful. She has the houseboy she wants.
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Oh So Lonely Today
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Posted:Apr 7, 2009 6:31 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 11:39 am
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Bad day today, just a feeling of being so damn lonely. Really need some human warmth but not going to get it at home. Even when I tell Mrs. how I am feeling it's as if it's my problem and she is not a part of it. Just can't stand it right now. I honestly need to just cuddle and spoon and just hold someone.
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I will give you tender care....
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Posted:Apr 6, 2009 8:40 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 10:02 am
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I am more then willing to give to someone a physical relationship. To give them as much oral as they can stand. To play and experiment and do all the physical sexual things they want and in return all I as is for a good blow job. Is that asking too much. All I want is for someone to want to please me just a bit. I am not seeking someone to be my personal toy for my pleasure only, I want to provide them pleasure, all I as is some intimacy, compassion and a good blow job.
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