I am a musician, but I really consider myself a writer and a philosopher/thinker. Hip hop is where I express myself and get deepest into myself. But its not just about me, I try to make words that are true to me but that touch other people too. I have found that when you speak as honest as you can, people listen, and learn. My music teaches me and reminds me to be true to myself. Some people have money and no dreams. I've got dreams but no money, which is more valuable to me. You can't eat dreams but you can't eat money either. Not sure where that leave you except hungry... I have a big problem I need to confess. I like to be myself. I don't like to do things when other people tell me to. When I don't do what they want they say I have problem with authority, I say I don't have a problem with authority I have a problem with you. I go my own way and that’s because I’ve always had to be my own man. when I was a somebody I respected a lot told me we are all alone. But he didn't mean that in a bad way. Being alone means you get to make yourself happy, you don't have wait for someone else to make you happy. It means that when you've got a problem, there is no one to clean it up but yourself. It means that when you love someone they love you for who you are, and it means when you love someone it is because of them, and not about yourself. I'm looking for something real on here. And when I say real I mean real. When I look into a woman's eyes I want to see into her and be able to feel her eyes look into my body. I want her smile to make me feel good inside. I want to hear her laugh and when we make love, I want to kiss you deep and not just stare at the wall. This is about feeling close, intimacy, security, comfort, both people taking care of the other, respect. To me they're not just words. I am looking for an older woman. I am looking for a white woman. It does not matter if you are attached or single. in terms of long term or short term i am up for anything, as long as there is intimacy like I described. And yes ladies if you're saying to yourself he’s a baby he don't know nothing about anything or wondering whether I have enough experience to be a good lover you should know I have a good amount of experience with older women. It is ok if we don’t share too many hobbies in common at first because my biggest hobby is learning, so I look forward to seeing what you have to teach me and learning about the things you like. Being different people is nothing to be afraid of, maybe it is just me but I've always gotten more out of being with women as different from me as possible. Not being into the same is a great starting point to get to know each other because you can only learn more. I know who I am and what I am, I am not deluded. I am 18 and I am looking for an older white woman. it's not so easy for an older white woman to walk around holding an 18 year olds hand . In some places, its not even ok for a white woman to walk around holding ANY black man's hand, no matter how old he is. If you are married or attached, obviously you don't want to be seen with anyone. I have never had a problem before and that is because i am careful. some early experiences with older women taught me the rules of discretion. I am famous for keeping peoples secrets, and a lot of the time people open up to me more than other people because they know i keep confidences. its not because I'm a wonderful per its just how i was made, gossip and shit talking is just wasted time in your life. i'm looking for something so special that i will want to keep it all to myself like a secret present. i want chemistry between us that is so strong it shuts the rest of the world out when we're together. Also, about comfort and safety, yours and mine. the best rea you have to trust me is that I am serious about safety after my experiences. so even if you don't try you will have a safe experience. But I will do anything you want and need to make you feel comfortable.