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Life honestly, this is the best time for me to say anything.. alcohol allows me to open up and i know a few of my friends want to know whats been bothering me for the last few weeks.. Emotions are a bitch, we all know that.. and to all my friends that have found the right person, i salute you.. Then there is the rest of us who are single, alone, and yet in some sort of way depressed.. What the fuck can we do?? All I ever hear is, there is someone out there for you, yea really, you should go fuck yourself.... All of us that are yet still alone and shared all the heart breaks, when the fuck are we gonna get our break. Yet most of us are brutally honest, very sincere, and very trust worthy.. But yet we still manage to get crushed, fucked over, cheated on, left alone, or even forgotten.. One thing that has always bothered me and still does today, women always say they are looking for a good man, hard working, honest, caring, loving, and comforting, and yet they always leave to go back to the assholes who beat them, cheated on them, verbally and emotionally hurt them.. I have never been that way, and yet the luck will never change... don't get me wrong, i have the greatest friends in the world, and i could never ask for better.. so thank you Terrie,Kristy and cameron You have all been there for me, and i could never turn my back on you, But i always have wondered why they came up with the saying, ( Nice guys finish last) I call bullshit. I have alway been a nice, caring, loving, and honest person and yet,, i'm still single and alone.. And another thing that bothers me is the fact that they say what doesn't kill us makes us stronger,, well damnit i'm tired of being stronger,, i just want a great life with a loving and caring significant other.. someone that can share our journeys, expieriences, and life with.. Think it will happen in this area?? Fuck no!!!!!! Shit will never change, and all we can do is make everyone else happy. Fuck ourselves, cause as long as everyone else is happy, we don't matter to a fucking soul... Will shit ever change? i really highly doubt it.. Will we always be realiable and trustworthy?? You bet, its in our DNA.. Will someone ever see it? Not in this fucking age........... so to all the nice guys out there good luck and happy new year!! |
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12/9/2009 1:24 pm |
Shit did change for you.But your not wanting it.You had a chance,,but you threw it out.you left it behind as if it never was there in the first place..you had your chance..
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